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5/20/2008 The Player...does it sound famiier to you?The Player ! (sound familier to you)?
He'll meet you and sweep you off of your feet He's nice and he's funny, so cute and so sweet Surprisingly, he likes the same things as you He does all the things that you love to do He's the perfect guy, the one of your dreams You belong together, or so it seems! He looks in your eyes, and plays with your hair He tells you that he'll always be there His touch is so soft, his hold is so tight, His words are so soothing, his kiss is just right! You ditch all your friends for your new obsession You don't realize your future is full of depression You think that you love him, you give him your heart Little do you know that he'll tear it apart You do what he wants, you know its not good You told him slow down, and you think he understood You let it slide by, he's just having fun You'll learn to like it as time goes on! He's taken your heart, and locked it away And you see him with a different girl the next day You cry and you grieve, but then you forgive, He won't do it again for as long as he lives! At this point you've fallen into his trap He has all control when you're in his lap You believe he's sorry, you're together again You give him a chance, he's your only friend! You're right where he wants you, he molds you like clay, And you see him with girl number 3 the next day He got what he wanted, accomplished his goal He still has your heart, which he evily stole! He's taken your purity, you still can't believe You feel hurt and cheap and extremely naive. If only your hair was blond and straight If only you looked like you lost some weight If only your clothes were a little bit tighter If only your teeth were a little bit whiter You know he's an prick, but you still want him back And you grieve about all of those qualities you lack All you wanted was to have some fun Now you wish that this whole thing had never begun You wish that one day 'll see him cry That one day he'll know how he killed you inside! But you know that he won't, cause he's numb to pain He'll be with some girl while you cry and complain Beware of the players, they'll steal your heart And they'll give it back once its all torn apart Don't let them suck you into their game see once you lose, you're never the same! 5/15/2008 Hmm reflections on past year, oh yippeee!!Hmm so this time last year where was i , haaa yes single, with three gals although i have over the year tryed very hard to give them away NOBODY seems to want them, not even bribary works....
i took on a HND professional interior design course back in july 2007, (correction i became a illiterate, grammatically incorrect airhead of a student)!!, now some would and have said ''errr you are crazy, you have a home to run,3 gals to bring up single handed,and a course to do ....how do you do it??''
Simple answer to that one is ''i get off my fat ass and get on with it'',
oh yes the abundance of sites i joined too over the year, haha, did i tell you about the time when i got bored with the net? well ill put it here for those who i havent told haha,
Whilst going through one of my 'brainfade' momments which as some of you know happens quite alot i wanted to find a new site so off i went from my reg site where i met some great ppl and started scouring through page after page of 'chat' 'meet friends' and 'date' sites (Wow its a BIG BIG place out there in cybercity, go have a look for yourself, yes i kow that means coming away from msn for an hour but hey you might learn something along the way lol
Came across a site that said 'chat,friends,and date' all on one site, oh goodie i can meet some interesting ppl, chat about allsorts and well generally a site i can go to in times of real boredom...LOL
As soon as i done my profile i got pop up after pop up of IM's my inbox was nearly full with messages one after other, tbh i could'nt work it out, surely ppl was'nt as bored as me out there, surely i was'nt the ONLY gal on that site well i sat back thinking this site is dam crazy, WTF???
Well how wrong can one gal be....it was'nt the site that was crazy it was infact me, can you believe that? well believe it cause infact this gal had NOT read the site correctly and as such, on reading soon realized that AdultFriendFinder is not as says on the tin,!! oh no its not believe me in actual fact would you believe it is'nt a place for finding 'Adult friends to chat with' probably shock some of you to know that i had infact joined the 'UK's best place to go get your NEARLY free STI's from....NEARLY because you have to pay for some features like reading mail
Frome the above i ended up back on GDFF spending many days and evenings sending and recieving mail from guy who strangely nuff lived miles away from me in devon,kinda strange dont you thing? i mean why would guys be wanting to date a gal who lives as far as Scotland, somebody tell me how the feck thats suppossed to work??
Well after months of doing this i got mail from a RAF guy i read his profile (3 times)! held back from messageing him then got my ''oh feck it'' head on and messaged him back....FATAL MISTAKE as some of you know!!, for those who dont well what can i say the short version goes,
Starting texting each other (24/7 we put a whole new meaning to)Met him...started seeing him...was g/f and b/f....shared everything, what we licked.did'nt like right down to fantasys really enjoyed being with each other when he was let out of work, everything going great for 4months
THEN
No text, ...i take that back only a text when i text him!....excuse after excuse for why he could'nt all of a sudden come over,....on asking if he wanted to be with me, his reply was ''yeah sure i do want you, enjoy what time i have with you want everything with you and the gals, want the whole package,your a top gal i fell for big time the 1st time i met you ''
LIKE FECK!!!-
What the above actually interprates to is- i want you because you live over 265 miles from my home, and over 3hrs from where im based, i can bragg it up with my work pals cause im laying kinda as near to hell one of my own,(although your not the 1st and deffo not the last)!
i got you texting me and i can choose if to text you back or ''chat with you soon'' and at which point you will open and text STRAIGHT BACK,(niave cow aint i)...i enjoy the time i have with you because when im not with you im enjoying it with some other gal alot closer to 'home' or playing on cam with some 'cyberslut' i found of wait for it ADULTFRIENDFINDER.
When i say i enjoy that time with you and the gals im not meaning YOUR 3 gals as i have you assuming im actually meaning the text messages i recieve from other gals whilst im sat on your sofa or layed next to you in bed. the ones i tell you are my bro/mate.mum and have you believing thats true! when i say or text 'i miss you babe' its because the other gals are too busy to phone/text me so you'll be 'my gal'i miss so dam much' till they return a text or i can phone.
The 'whole package' of course is'nt you and your gals LOL it is infact ALL the above and anything else that comes along which i will concider at that time as a BONUS and play her the same way i am playing you!!.
My answer to that is...''oh feck it!!...your loss was deffo my gain''
And as that was only 4weeks ago no 5 now thats my year of reflections on ups and downs laughings and crying, but most of all living and learning over with,... today im still single still got 3 gals (how i dont know)and a home, and one month off completeing my course
but the main thing is i got my real world mates and my online mates and im happy 5/5/2008 Sites im a member on or joined for those who want to check em out XBox 360 forums- username- GamerChick007 add me if ya want
(got more points then 0,more like 785 not alot but have a real life too)
ArchiCAD-Talk forums- username mandie
Building Design-The architects website- username Stormy
Plentyoffish.com Username- SweetSunnySide
And i subscribe to
TenLinksDaily ...... www.tenlinks.com/news/tl_daily/index.htm
CADdigestWeekly
And a few others besides!!
Sooo when i am not chatting to you i am not ignoreing you just doing one of the above!!!
5/1/2008 Star sign down to a near perfect Tall about taurusTaurus needs a partner who will reinforce feelings of comfort and familiarity. Also, Taurus needs someone who’s willing to stand on principle, and hopefully, prevent Taurus from getting stuck in a rut. Taurus can become very bossy in a one-on-one relationship, so this “my way or the highway” approach would be best met by at least as much persistence and vigor. Taurus also needs a partner who encourages deeper analysis of people’s feelings and motivations. Taurus can easily be caught in the material aspect of life, and unless someone is able to nudge Taurus into occasional encounters with emotion and spirituality, Taurus would be missing some very important aspects of life. Because Taurus is ruled by Venus, it’s especially important for this pleasure-seeking person to feel “good” about a relationship. In general, Taurus’ stability makes for a person who is easily domesticated and an ideal marriage partner, so long as the Taurus person can be drawn away from a self-centered existence that consists mainly of keeping things just the way they are!. ...... Thanks Si nice one haha |
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