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    5/20/2008

    The Player...does it sound famiier to you?

     
    The Player !  (sound familier to you)?
     
    He'll meet you and sweep you off of your feet
    He's nice and he's funny, so cute and so sweet
    Surprisingly, he likes the same things as you
    He does all the things that you love to do
    He's the perfect guy, the one of your dreams
    You belong together, or so it seems!
    He looks in your eyes, and plays with your hair
    He tells you that he'll always be there
    His touch is so soft, his hold is so tight,
    His words are so soothing, his kiss is just right!
    You ditch all your friends for your new obsession
    You don't realize your future is full of depression
    You think that you love him, you give him your heart
    Little do you know that he'll tear it apart
    You do what he wants, you know its not good
    You told him slow down, and
    you think he understood
    You let it slide by, he's just having fun
    You'll learn to like it as time goes on!
    He's taken your heart, and locked it away
    And you see him with a different girl the next day
    You cry and you grieve, but then you forgive,
    He won't do it again for as long as he lives!
    At this point you've fallen into his trap
    He has all control when you're in his lap
    You believe he's sorry, you're together again
    You give him a chance, he's your only friend!
    You're right where he wants you, he molds you like clay,
    And you see him with girl number 3 the next day
    He got what he wanted, accomplished his goal
    He still has your heart, which he evily stole!
    He's taken your purity, you still can't believe
    You feel hurt and cheap and extremely naive.
    If only your hair was blond and straight
    If only you looked like you lost some weight
    If only your clothes were a little bit tighter
    If only your teeth were a little bit whiter
    You know he's an prick, but you still want him back
    And you grieve about all of those qualities you lack
    All you wanted was to have some fun
    Now you wish that this whole thing had never begun
    You wish that one day 'll see him cry
    That one day he'll know how he killed you inside!
    But you know that he won't, cause he's numb to pain
    He'll be with some girl while you cry and complain
    Beware of the players, they'll steal your heart
    And they'll give it back once its all torn apart
    Don't let them suck you into their game
    see once you lose, you're never the same!
    5/15/2008

    Hmm reflections on past year, oh yippeee!!

    Hmm so this time last year where was i , haaa yes single, with three gals although i have over the year tryed very hard to give them away NOBODY seems to want them, not even bribary works.... Confused, and i joined netlog and lookitsme sites  and got my own 'clan ' of decent mates some i have met and are now real world mates others live to far away (thats your own fault not mine,haha you wanted me to add you remember) and the load i have known for past 10-15 years,
     
    i took on a HND professional interior design course back in july 2007, (correction i became a illiterate, grammatically incorrect airhead of a student)!!, now some would and have said ''errr you are crazy, you have a home to run,3 gals to bring up single handed,and a course to do ....how do you do it??''
    Simple answer to that one is ''i get off my fat ass and get on with it'', Open-mouthed...
     
    oh yes the abundance of sites i joined too over the year, haha, did i tell you about the time when i got bored with the net? well ill put it here for those who i havent told haha,
    Whilst going through one of my 'brainfade' momments which as some of you know happens quite alot i wanted to find a new site so off i went from my reg site where i met some great ppl and started scouring through page after page of 'chat' 'meet friends' and 'date' sites (Wow its a BIG BIG place out there in cybercity, go have a look for yourself, yes i kow that means coming away from msn for an hour but hey you might learn something along the way lolOpen-mouthed )....anyway  i joined GDFF which i found to be rather errr crap tbh, so off i went to search some more.
    Came across a site that said 'chat,friends,and date' all on one site, oh goodie i can meet some interesting ppl, chat about allsorts and well generally a site i can go to in times of real boredom...LOL
    As soon as i done my profile i got pop up after pop up of IM's my inbox was nearly full with messages one after other, tbh i could'nt work it out, surely ppl was'nt as bored as me out there, surely i was'nt the ONLY gal on that site  well i sat back thinking this site is dam crazy, WTF???
     
    Well how wrong can one gal be....it was'nt the site that was crazy it was infact me, can you believe that? well believe it cause infact this gal had NOT read the site correctly and as such, on reading soon realized that AdultFriendFinder is not as says on the tin,!! oh  no its not believe me in actual fact would you believe it is'nt a place for finding 'Adult friends to chat with' probably shock some of you to know that i had infact joined the 'UK's best place to go get your NEARLY free STI's from....NEARLY because you have to pay for some features like reading mail Thinking ....Well i soon logged out of there ill tell you!!
     
    Frome the above i ended up back on GDFF spending many days and evenings sending and recieving mail from guy who strangely nuff lived miles away from me in devon,kinda strange dont you thing? i mean why would guys be wanting to date a gal who lives as far as Scotland, somebody tell me how the feck thats suppossed to work??
     
    Well after months of doing this i got mail from a RAF guy i read his profile (3 times)! held back from messageing him then got my ''oh  feck it'' head on and messaged him back....FATAL MISTAKE as some of you know!!, for those who dont well what can i say the short version goes,
    Starting texting each other (24/7 we put a whole new meaning to)Met him...started seeing him...was g/f and b/f....shared everything, what we licked.did'nt like right down to fantasys really enjoyed being with each other when he was let out of work, everything going great for 4months
    THEN
    No text, ...i take that back only a text when i text him!....excuse after excuse for why he could'nt all of a sudden come over,....on asking if he wanted to be with me, his reply was ''yeah sure i do want you, enjoy what time i have with you want everything with you and the gals, want the whole package,your a top gal i fell for big time the 1st time i met you ''
     
    LIKE FECK!!!-
    What the above actually interprates to is- i want you because you live over 265 miles from my home, and over 3hrs from where im based, i can bragg it up with my work pals cause im laying kinda as near to hell one of my own,(although your not the 1st and deffo not the last)!
     
     i got you texting me and i can choose if to text you back or ''chat with you soon'' and at which point you will open and text STRAIGHT BACK,(niave cow aint i)...i enjoy the time i have with you because when im not with you im enjoying it with some other gal alot closer to 'home' or playing on cam with some 'cyberslut' i found of wait for it ADULTFRIENDFINDER.
     
    When i say i enjoy that time with you and the gals im not meaning YOUR 3 gals as i have you assuming im actually meaning the text messages i recieve from other gals whilst im sat on your sofa or layed next to you in bed. the ones i tell you are my bro/mate.mum and have you believing thats true! when i say or text 'i miss you babe' its because the other gals are too busy to phone/text me so you'll be 'my gal'i miss so dam much' till they return a text or i can phone.
    The 'whole package' of course is'nt you and your gals  LOL it is infact ALL the above and anything else that comes along which i will concider at that time as a BONUS and play her the same way i am playing you!!.
     
    My answer to that is...''oh feck it!!...your loss was deffo my gain''Open-mouthed
     
    And as that was only 4weeks ago no 5 now thats my year of  reflections on ups and downs laughings and crying, but most of all living and learning over with,... today im still single still got 3 gals (how i dont know)and a home, and one month off completeing my course  
    but the main thing is i got my real world mates and my online mates and  im happySmile
    5/5/2008

    Sites im a member on or joined for those who want to check em out

     XBox 360 forums- username- GamerChick007 add me if ya want
    (got more points then 0,more like 785 not alot but have a real life too)
     
    ArchiCAD-Talk forums- username mandie
     
    Building Design-The architects website- username Stormy
     
      
     
     
     
     
    Plentyoffish.com Username- SweetSunnySide
     
    And i subscribe to
    TenLinksDaily ......    www.tenlinks.com/news/tl_daily/index.htm
    CADdigestWeekly
     
    And a few others besides!!
    Sooo when i am not chatting to you i am not ignoreing you just doing one of the above!!!
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    5/1/2008

    Star sign down to a near perfect T

                    

    all about taurus

    Taurus needs a partner

     who will reinforce feelings

    of comfort and familiarity.

    Also,

    Taurus needs someone

    who’s willing to stand on principle,

     and hopefully,

     prevent Taurus from

    getting stuck in a rut.

    Taurus can become very bossy

    in a one-on-one relationship,

    so this “my way or the highway”

    approach

    would be best met by

    at least

    as much

    persistence and vigor.

    Taurus also needs

    a partner who

     encourages deeper analysis

    of people’s feelings

    and motivations.

    Taurus can easily be

    caught in the

    material aspect of life,

    and unless someone is able

    to nudge Taurus

    into occasional encounters

    with emotion and spirituality,

    Taurus would be missing

    some very important

    aspects of life.

    Because Taurus is ruled by Venus,

    it’s especially important for this

    pleasure-seeking person

    to feel “good” about a relationship.

    In general, Taurus’ stability

    makes for

    a person who is

    easily domesticated and an

    ideal marriage partner,

    so long as the Taurus person

    can be drawn away from

    a self-centered existence

    that consists mainly of

    keeping things just the way they are!. ......

    Thanks Si nice one

    haha